Why are you so pretty Brian Molko?!?

Im feeling kind of blue, i've been listening to Placebo for hours, the same 6 songs over and over again. Unable to move, i feel. Or numb. I prefer to cry than feeling this cold. At least i can laugh at myself after im done. Or i can feel i made a really stupid thing to cry that much but by being non-reactive, im doing nothing wrong.

You're always ahead of the game,

I drag behind,

You never get caught in the rain,

When I'm drenched to the bone every time

-i had a really awesome and different in a reallygood way dream last night, with my blue pills i have all my dreams in this vivid reality- so i get to feel everything. When touch, i feel every fibers of the things im touching. It's bad with nightnames but its AMAZING with the good ones.

id like to sleep for a few months...right now i would