ok seriously, i don't know how or why or im sure theres no explanation that i can really point at, but i am so in love with my bf. I've never been in love that long with someone and sadly i dont think i was that much in love with my past bfs anyways. You know what suck? Im going to be terribly heartbroken if we break up. With my last bf, i broke up with him because he was basically an asshole (who made me laugh a lot but thats not enough.) Then the one before, i was surely attracted by the romantic junkie lifestyle, and maybe i wanted to fix him. But damn, he was still a junkie. etc etc. With this one, his only fault is too be perfect, and oh so lovely and sweet to me. He's just...he's such a beautiful and talented and educated and funny and silly and smart. He's just pure magic to me.
So anyways, wow i love boy so much