Min Jin Lee, an author that i discovered from a friend of mine wrote this little piece of amazing-ness in the last Vogue magazine. It's amazing because she's talking about her struggle with food, weight and body image. And at one point we clearly get that she's not done with her inner troubles even if she's successfull, in an happy marriage and is looking pretty good. She went from 214 lbs to 135 lbs, back and forth, gaining, starving, purging, loosing weight. But never gaining back her self confidence.

Amazing is not the right word, i know. But i felt somehow releived while reading the article. Sad too. Hopeful too, a little.

I would give so much, i would trade a lot of things, maybe i would give a few years off my life, or i don't know, get really ugly- to just be thin. Crazy how it sounds, i can't find a girl ugly if she's thin.

It's so hard.

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BUT

I tried indian food for the very first time in my life. And i must say, it's pretty good. They love TEH ONIONS those indians, and i thank them cos ONIONS are teh amazingness.

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This entry clearly shows my problems with food. For sure.