i must confess that its the first time i remotly find him attractive. He's still fug but
but but but
i love his chest.

-

im extremely nervous and anxious and stressed out about a lot of things.

-school

-weight

-seeing any kind of my bf's family members

-my parents

-money

-life

-missed-opportunities

-insecurities about my own brain

-everything...yup about everything.