Dear Alexandre,

I feel helpless in this. Im scared. Someone as beautiful as you should never feel low. Someone as talented as you should never fear for the future. You are so amazing and i always feel like im just not good enough for you. But tonight you promised me that you wouldn't die so im going to try and do what i can to make sure you never forget how you've changed my life and that things are going to be alright for you.

i love you
<3

Audrey