I finally saw 'Margot at the wedding' aka the new Nicole Kidman movie. Such good movie. She's a great actress but she sometimes she just doesnt really fit in certain type of caracter. ( I can't get over how strange in a bad way is her performance in 'Fur').

There's just this one scene in the movie where she cries. I swear, her face doesn't move. Tears roll on her cheeks but there's no lines or wrinkle around her eyes or forehead or face. I hate botox. It's lame but i thought she would be one of the actresses that would age gracefully and take on more mature roles like i dont know fucking Meryl Streep ( i adore her)....and i totally get how she'd like to preserve her beauty and her sexual aura but she really fucked up her face.

It's sad. I think she could make such a gorgeous looking 40 year old. A MILF, a whatever you call it. Right now she looks more like a woman whos not very young anymore. whos not yet old, but has a skin that doesnt seem real. You still know shes about to enter her 40s and you know that shes overdosing botox. Urgh. But hey whatever I LOVE YOU NICOLE.

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Im feeling really weird. I just want to be ok.