Alexandre Alexandreee Alexandree

Cos his name is lovely, i say it a lot. Even when im alone in my room, suddenly i'd be whinning 'alexandreeee', but that's usually when i miss him.

So Alexandre is my boyfriend, but i use 'bear' a lot more. Even with my friends, im like 'i saw my bear lastnight', or 'mon ours' which is incredibly cheesy.

But he seriously reminds me of a bear, first he growls like one- for real. He has alos the warmest skin, and the sexiest softest crispest chest hair in the history of the male humanity.

I love him.

But not just because he's amazingly attractive and charming (i can't be mad at him, or even a little upset cos he's so damn cute and charming. I think he could cheat on me, then meet me for a cofe and battle his eyelashes and i'd be OK I DONT MIND, NOW, LET'S CUDDLE!!!?).

I love him because he's smart, witty, macho-but-loves-his-mom. I love his voice. That's the only what i could really get from him for a long time, cos i was stalking him, and i would usually just hide and listen to him ....speak words.

For a long time, i only had perceptions of him. Without being really sure, i was 95% certain that he was the coolest guy ever...without really knowing anything about him.

Turns out, he's more the cool, and, smart, and witty and etc. He's really sweetest guy i ever met. I can whine and i can be annoying and i can be moody and i can even dump him in a moment of pure insanity and he's the one who stays calm and sweet and tender and nice.

And he's strong too, and brave. And i want to live in his closet, cos i dont mind small space at all, and i could read, and sniff his clothes and be happy.

I forgot to mention, he smells amazing. Im more than happy when he doesnt shower for a week, cos that means amazing natural smell.

The point of this entry is that it's 7:22 am and i couldnt sleep, and i see him today, soon. And we're going to cook together. A cake for my parents, and cookies for us. And im going to be with him, and his cats, and that for me is the perfect valentine day.