I don't think my little heart can take another night of nightmares
with evil men
evil girls
doing evil things
and im tired
so tired

Things are slow for me. Which is oddly odd with the time that is passing by so quickly. School is not too bad this semester, two classes are interesting, and two others where i can't seem to keep my eyes open. I had the joy to read amazing books in the last few weeks and it really balances my mood in a good way.

And the new Alice Sebold book is good. Raw, hard, scary and real. Very good. ...I saw pretty films too. That makes my life better.

The view i get from my window is gorgeous. Autumn is such a weird season for me. I love it but its very bittersweet. School ruins it a little.

It's not possible to describe my bf and how is he, it's also pretty much the same thing about our relationship. I've been in love with him for more than a year, i stalked him for months before having the nerve to ask his number. Back then, i didnt want to date or a relationship. But fuck i had to know him, i had to be his friend, it was like almost like an obligation. But he surprised me way more than i thought id be. He is sweet to me. Treats me like a princess almost, He holds my hand and im happy. He helps me, he tries to calm me, he sooth me, he comforts me. Anyways, i guess its kinda pointless to write this at 3:11 but ....it's 3:11 and i think about him and im just in awe of him.

i have the fragile gender. im a girl and im in love, therefore im hopeless