RIP Isabella Blow. Im going to miss her.

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i don't feel like my thought are appropriate for my age. I i think that everything is so useless and so far gone like im some kind of old woman, at the same time i get really excited and happy for moments by little nothings just like a child.

i always feel like im drifing away. or that im more like living in my own virtual-real world.

its confusing, i need to watch more movies....