Yesterday was "super bowl day". Im extremly lucky to have a boyfriend who doesn't care about how life-changing is supposed to be the super bowl. We had lunch and we walked a little and had coffe and everything was smooth and warm. It was maybe the best day of my week. It wasnt complicated, the food was good, we saw books and dvds and i could hold his hand whenever i wanted and i could stare at him and the world sort of stop around me when im with him. And that's what so amazing and perfect- he seems to understand the things that makes me feel better and all the boring things...To see him and talk to him and be around him makes me happy.

It's really simple and it's really amazing which makes it complicated for someone like me. But it's good. He's healthy for me. It's not 'imgoingtoslistmywritsforyou' love it's really a "i love you i love you i love don't ever change" kinda of love. It's lovely.

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