I love sleep, I love books- good books, I love cats-any cats, I love 2nd cup, strabucks etc, I love music and movies, I love Courtney Love, Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Madonna and Neil Gaiman. I love silence too, i love calm. I love my internal fantazy bubble where everything is simple and pretty and will not harm me.

Im stressed a lot, anxious, scared, insecure.

Sometimes i want to be hit by a car. Or cut my skin. Or be left alone in a bed.

Im going to bed. Tomorrow is waiting for me.

It's really not that bad.