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So the movie/documentary 'What the bleep do we know' kinda confused / freaked / pissed me off ....me. Confused and pissed off: because it's "combines documentary interviews and a fictional narrative to posit a connection between science and spirituality based upon the teachings of JZ Knight/Ramtha, of whom the three directors are devotees."

And freaked out because some of it i've always kinda beleived in it. Like chemicals and reaction and fears and addictions. The problem with this is that it only makes me go : " why continue?" Why go on with a relationship that feeds me lights of gladness and joy and excitation and most importantly love."

Why love someone, anyone. When it's going to die eventually.

It's different with animals like cats and dogs. Since their life depends of us, theyre dependant of us.

I don't want to talk talk talk about it but im fighting against this 'way of thinking' almost everyday. It's kinda depressing really.

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Anyways im reading 5 books and theyre all sooo sooo deliciously good. And mostly im doing quite good.

And:
A_HULK dit :
i love you

IM DATING A HULK.