I don't know exactly why but i think David Beckham is really really not hot- as not pretty, not gorgeous, not goodlooking, not charming . And the fact that he's going to play for an american team means that hes going to be in everyfuckingmagazines that i buy. And it's seriously depressing to me. I prefer Britney's vagina pictures to David Beckham.

David Beckham makes my world...sadder.

Anyways.

"It might have been what he said" by Eden Collinsworth is...such a hard-intelligent-brainy book. It's so good i can't stand it. Im almost at the end and im stressing out because im alsmot at the end of sandman's The dolls house...and i need new books. This and David Beckham coming to the usa and making a mix cd...it's driving me CRRRAZZZY.

Another mind-googling-depressing thing. THE WHOLE AMERICAN VERSION OF 'MY SASSY GIRL". IT'S LOOKS SO BAD....ARGHHHHHHHH.

But I love Maggie and Peter. Maggie Gyllenhaal should be my bestfriend. My roomate for life. We could have cats...she would cuddle me while i sob about my loneliness because im undateble and paranoid and just not cool!!!!