Mhhh things are fine i think. I used to adore rainy days in my teen years. I would think poetic thoughts about how i feel fine under a grey wet sky while everybody else are praying for the sun to come back. Now it's hard for me to feel any adoration towards rain and dark days. It just makes my whole self into hibernation mood. I want to sleep, i don't want to talk. I want everything to move and think slowly because it's always too fast. I can't say i like sunny days either though.

It's really sad that i don't have any talents. Maybe that's why im not a driven person. I don't have any fucking drive- im not a writer, im not a musician, im not a thinker.

I watch people exploit their talents. And i love their talents. And i watch them shine.

That's what im good at; i guess.