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So im crying nonstop. And im trying to stop but i can't. It's like everything is clear now. My boyfriend is going to leave me. Im going to get cancer or something. I won't be able to get down to 120lbs ever. I'll stop to care about everything and every songs will be the death of me. And i know it's the celexa. I know i know. I can feel it in my body, someting is missing. What i feel or thinnk is not real but only illusions caused by the lack of celexa but even if i know that, i can't stop it. And i can't explain this to them. They'll all think im insane or they'll pity me or they won't beleive me.

all i see is mirrors
all i can see is myself
sucking the light out of the world
sucking the energy out of me
all i feel is destruction
all is slowly dying
like a bad joke im the only one left alive
i did it all by myself
all of this i did it
all in my head it was
then i slowly made it come to live
with every silence im killing what he feels for me
and im crying crying crying