I dont think im strong at all.

Angel: Buffy, please. Just this once... let me be strong.
Buffy: Strong is fighting! It's hard, and it's painful, and it's every day. It's what we have to do. And we can do it together. But if you're too much of a coward for that, then burn. If I can't convince you that you belong in this world, then I don't know what can. But do not expect me to watch. And don't expect me to mourn for you, because...


Then i cried softly for a few minutes. Im trying to put myself together again.

*I really want to scream till i fall down and never use words again. It feels awfull. All this, i hate it. Someone please rescue me.