Tease me above me

full stars
empty eyes
bedroom thighs
send a conscience
away away

I thought today why someone would like to be with me. Why? I don't know why men ask me out. I try my hardest to be invisible. And im not invisible-nothing works.

I wish i was uglier. No more inbetweens or mysteries. No more lies or letdowns. I'd have none from the very start. Nothing equals nothing new.

It's so...strange to reveil yourself to someone. It's formidable and scary.