I want to see Tokyo and be brand new. I want a neverending book. I want stripes and polka dots everywhere. I want to smell the roses even though im dead. I want a cat and new bones. I want to wake up and never feel alone. I want to see London and feel the air. I want to be without no one else. I want pink pills and blue ones, i want to mix them up and make someone laugh. I want a hand in mine and a new heart. I want to see nyc and feel the mood and never fall asleep again. I want to break someone's heart and be the one to make it whole. I want chocolate and a trainer. I want to be bent, pushed, crushed- let him decide what he wants. I want to make him happy and horny. I want to be tested and make a mistake. I want to be forgiven and forgive. Have it all in me and forget. I think i just want to feel calm. And do it on the floor as i lay or maybe against the kitchen's foor as i wait to stay.